call 999 please..

really really depress. until i really don't know what can i do now? i really tired to be like this. why should let me be like this. GOD,please let me go. i just want a simple happy life. i don't wan my life is very hardship. i hate depress!! why shouldn't can get what i want, i just want to do my best to study well and can get a good result in SPM. i did wrong?? i really no idea to mend it?? why have to let me suffer like this? maybe you all will think i'm just crazy about it. ya,u've got it. indeed. who can bless for me??pray for me??sincerely. do u know really know what's my mind. maybe complicate. even me,i'm not clear.